Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i'm finally blogging. and this is a really bad time to blog.
i really hate term 3 you know. i don't know why everything is going from bad to worse. i nearly committed suicide when i failed mep okay. yes. i'm letting the whole world know that i failed. i bet i cried two bottles of tears. first time i failed. how smart can i get. i thought that i could do well in mep. and the worst thing during that day when i got back my paper was that, people just kept going how many marks they missed from getting an A. okay. i shall stop. i'm not thinking about that stupid subject anymore.
anyway i've got more important things to worry about. and TOMORROW IS THE DAY that i've been dreading. my piano exam. i'm so freaking annoyed with myself now. because :
1) i suddenly just keep screwing up my pieces
2) i can't play melodic minors and arpeggios and dominant seventh properly
3) i can't sight-read
4) i bet i can't sing tomorrow. and what if i fail aural?
5) i'm in the midst of panicking. so how am i going to practice.
etc.
how how how. die die die. i still got to go to school tomorrow, which means that i can't practice tomorrow before my exam. ahh. and i still got to go back to school for chinese, which is a waste of time.
OKAY. i shall not panic. I CAN'T DO IT. i'm going to pass with flying colours. the examiner won't be scary. THE EXAMINER WILL NOT BE A FEMALE. the piano will be nice to play. everything will go my way! so there's nothing to worry about! yay.
okay. i'm done with consoling myself.
au revoir!
tomorrow will be the day when i'm truely proud of myself cause i've worked hard.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:44 AM